more musings

i find myself, again, sat in front of my computer at midnight, doing nothing, this time with a marathon (or snickers for you youngsters) in one hand, keyboard below the other, a glass of water cooling on the window sill and behind blue eyes playing in the background (the original of course) and i find myself in a weird state of stillness, it may be the chocolate or something in the water, but none the less, i feel contempt.

catch you on the flip side

sleep...

just a quick post, something which always fascinates me. Why is it that despite being tired and the lack of anything productive to do we keep ourselves awake?? has it truly gotten to the point where my generation is addicted to the internet? like an ever flowing information giving drug? well I know I'm hooked.

thoughts...

life, an o so interesting affair, I find it interesting that as I sit here, with everything I could need to keep myself company I find myself rather, well bored and longing for some companionship. whilst yes its true I have things I could be getting on with (tidying my room, putting washing on, eat etc.) I find myself lacking the motivation to do so. Isn't it fascinating that when it comes down to it that's all we need? someone to talk to? however I currently find myself looking at a computer screen of emptiness and hopelessness. yes, there are websites out there for me to view, and yes I have films I can watch, games I can play, but inevitable they only mildly distract me from what bothers me. which is kind of annoying. but I guess that's just how I work, there is always something bugging me, either a person, a problem, or a lack of either of them, which makes me feel confused. inevitably I shall muse and think and distract myself till the time to sleep comes, then I shall restart the cycle.

All in all this post distracted me for a few minutes and I hope it can do the same for you too, goodbye.

p.s. I will review download at some point